.standing still.

enough of crappy poems.
listen to me ramble.

have u ever tried standing still? i mean really really still. like those people who pretend to be statutes. is it even possible? even if u didn't want to move, the wind would move your hair, your brain will make your ribs move to make you breathe, your toes will wriggle from the pain.

perhaps it just goes to show that there's no such thing as a choice with which u can say u choose and can enforce, or that you really choose. since everything else can work independent of what your mind chooses. so if your mind chooses, yet u don't seem to carry out or enforce your choice, there isnt' really much point in choosing or in choices is there?

And it's ok, if you have to go away. just remember the telephone works both ways..And if I never ever hear them ring..If nothing else I'll think the bells inside.. Have finally found you someone else and that's okay - you and i both

a choice that was made,
will last for a lifetime.
for that choice i've made,
i won't waste your time.

a decade or a year,
or a month around the corner,
i'll still remember,
the chance i couldn't have for the better.