the sun or the moon?

he asked, "Would you want to be the sun or the moon?"
i rushed to say,"The Sun!"
but, yet, i can only answer with,
the answer my life can fill.

The moon, the moon,
oh, inconsistent,
yes you, the moon.
a mere reflection,
not worth recogniztion
but you, are all i can fill.

'cos unlike the sun,
who turns the eyes,
warms the heart,
draws the love;
moon, me,
but a substitute,
in the darkest of your hours.

so yes, i'll answer,
i choose the moon,
because
sometimes,
just sometimes,
i have no choice,
to see me
as me.

more than useless

crumpled like the picture,
torn like the page.
dumped like the wrapping,
my status has now changed.

nothing but a shadow,
just about to fade,
all but the past,
that's all that'll remain.

i need more than a name,
more than a cause.
i need to be more than me,
more than this life.

what i need.
just all that i need.
is to be more than useless.

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always, the hours. a memory .

the people whom i love,
they,
love me not.
the people whom love me,
they,
i love too little.
to face a world, invisible,
to be the person i cannot be,
to live a life where i choose death,
my love,
that just cannot be.
between us,
always the love.
always,
the hours.